Thursday, May 18, 2006
... As we hold on, we remember...
Too many dreams, aspirations, hopes, opportunities, friendships and time wasted. Too many mundane, ordinary doubts, tears and quarrels weighing us down...
Recently, I've been unable to get out of bed facing life with a never-fading smile. But by pretending that everything in life is fine, there is a sort of line I can cross whereby I can pretend that Life ain't half bad.
Too many things weigh me down and I'm tired both physically and mentally. Too many thoughts plague me and I'm left with doubts. Left to face the symphony of crashing illusions alone. Sometimes, I really wonder... I'm just like a driftwood in the ocean of time. Bobbing around, the waves as my trials and tribulations. Sometimes I get washed ashore, and I think... "Maybe, this is my lifeline", but then, what seems like seconds later, I am once again drifting into oblivion.
Too many mundane, everyday things weigh me down.
I really really just want to curl up and sleep. And maybe never wake up...
Posted by Char at 6:41 AM