Sunday, August 27, 2006
... take my hand, make me whole once again...
It's funny, how in just one moment, you can fall totally in love with someone. That when you least expect it, love hits you, smack in the face, and you fall. So devastatingly, so wonderfully in love with the person whom you least expect to fall in love with.
I know that I probably say this alot, but... I've seriously never felt this way before. Like my heart's about to beat out of my chest, like I'm slowly dying inside, and yet completely and totally happy.
Is this really love? Or is it just infatuation???
I don't want to fall any further, or like him any further because I know that in the end, we will only get hurt... Both of us.
I've thought myself to be in love with Dean for over a year, and suddenly, one day, I wake up and find that... There is someone else whom I care about more than Dean. There is someone else whom the thought of losing hurts even more than losing Dean. Whom I want to spend every waking hour with and don't want to go to sleep because reality is so much better than fantasy...
He's perfect.
Or at least I think so. Everything I ever dreamed of and more...
Posted by Char at 6:59 PM